Holy shit.
I have so much crap on my mind.
Im struggling trying to make up a week's worth of work for my two advanced english classes. On top of that, trying to deal with people's problems with my lifestyle, holding together a job, friendships, and a meaningless, empty relationship. I'm pretty sure we've broken up by now, because i havent talked to him in a week and a half.
My parents are pressuring me to get a 3.5 like usual, even though i dont need one for the colleges i want to attend. On top of that, they found pot in my room, and alcohol in my car. I really dont feel like i need to hold to their standards any longer. I'm old enough to make my own decisions, and i dont need anyone, especially parents, leaning over my shoulder.
I also got messed up 3 nights in a row, and am now paying the price. I got sick, and am pretty miserable. It's so hard to do tons of homework when you dont even feel like living, much less writing essays.

Later.